I'm back after a long absence. I actually have some new photography which I will post soon. Other than that, things are going well. I'm starting mechanics school this fall which should be interesting. Anyway...I don't have much else to say.

Due to my work and school schedule, I have no time to do anything else. Work is stressing me out so badly that I haven't had time for my art. I can't quit without feeling guilty because the animal care manager has a long term injury that isn't healing very fast at all. But I'm having such a hard time doing anything else that it's killing me. I'm not sleeping well, I'm not eating well, I have no time to go to the gym and I'm having a hard time focusing. I accidentally missed a test in one class, and completely flunked one in another. I'm so tired...and I'm so stressed out. Sorry I haven't posted anything new in a while. Hopefully things will get better soon, or I'm going to have a total breakdown. I'm so burnt out right now.

Yet here we are, in a new year with a fresh start.

I'm sad about some of the choices I made this last year. I did a lot of messing up. I've lost one of my closest friends, and it was my fault. I even screwed a couple of people over, mind you NOT INTENTIONALLY. I'm just good at disappearing from time to time...for MONTHS at a time. Hardly anyone really knows where I am most of the time, and I'm horrid at answering my phone. Or calling back for that matter.

I miss a few people so much...I was lucky enough to get back in touch with my only female friend and her fiance a few days ago...good god is it good to have girl talks. Trying to talk to an overly emotional, crazy boyfriend (now an ex boyfriend) doesn't work so well. I've pretty much abandoned all hope in men.

So... sorry to anyone I disappeared on. I just stopped talking to everyone for a few months because of a psycho. But now that person has been forcefully pushed out of my life and would have to claw through razor-wire to get back into it (Saw style, mind you...) I promise I'm going to change that little unpleasant piece of me.

I guess this is a bit long winded...it took me a little longer to type because the "y" key popped off my keyboard and I have to hit it just right for it to work...haha.

Anyway...belated happy new years and feel free to contact me if I've been blowing you off for three months.

It's cold and windy and I'm a super grouch right now.

It has just not been my day.

BTW, new photography coming soon!

Voila, once again I come back to deviant art. It's addictive, definitely.

Sorry I haven't gotten any new works up yet. Very soon, though.

I've been spending a lot of time with my new boy, Joe. He's wonderful, and I loves him.

Anyway...new stuff coming soon.